I recently realized why im not dating anybody. Boys take it wayyy to extreme sometimes.
They get way to clingy and try way to hard.
I met this boy at my work and i though everything was okay, but he would say things here and there that just pushed me away. He got really clingy and im not the only one who thinks so, but in his eyes he wasnt.
My phone broke and still to this days isnt working correctly and im such a horrible person for it.
I had a full time job and a part time job so i was working all the time or sleeping. I would spend time with my bestfriend and family before i would with some random guy i knew nothing was going to happen with.
I got called immature and everything by this boy just because when i realized i didnt want anything to go any futher i let him know. He said that i lead him on blah blah blah. HAHA there was just NOO spark at all. He was kinda boring and not my type at all. Bottom line is i could care less about some random 22 year old who isnt going to ever get a decent relationship.
He blogs about me which although he states hes over me still has the need to post things about me.
I have my reasons on why i dont like him, those are my own. Im mature enough to not post anything in my blog about everything just what i put up there. I understand people have the freedom of speech but really? Lets write a book and call me a horrible person? Its okay though, people have read this persons blog and see where im comming from(:
Anyway, i recently just quit me full time job to just realx for a while. I have two part time jobs which is actually a lot better than one full time job. I have a lot more time to enjoy the world. Im 20 i deserve it!
Now i can actually spend time on somebody i want to. Im actually looking forward to having a boy in my life.
Ive always been ready but now im going for it!
Its time to change my life!
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